Less thinking…More happiness

I live a lot in my head….

I think too much..

Over thinking every single thing…

I get irritated a lot… like teeth grinding irritation..

But recently i started thinking about why I over think too much…

Its feels like the world is telling me to live the moment…

so I’m just gonna do that…

Worry less..

Dream more…

Bring my insecurities down..

Bringing my confidence up..

Seek what I want…

And JUST DO IT!..

I’ve been lately…

In the past I’ve been a lonely, miserable person

but after joining college, I was determined to push my limits and it was really hard for me..

It involved a lot of mental wars and i went through a lot internally….

but after trying to do everything perfect, I put myself into pressure.

I calculated every move I make to be right so that people would want to know me.

but then I got tired.

tired of traveling that far from my house to college.

to always smile no matter what my mind and heart went through.

I tried to act that nothing bothered me .

days passed and my 1st semester got over.

I got a few days of holiday before starting the next semester.

the first two days i didn’t want to do anything… .

I thought a lot

lately i’ve been trying to figure out things..

not who i was or who i wanted to be..

I was trying to figure out other people.. and why they are like that…. and how do adults be ADULTs

though i couldn’t figure out how the world runs…. the more i thought the more i felt like my brain was going to give up..

i slept more and it helped …

you know… your brain tries to relieve itself from confusion through dreams…

even though they are weird dreams… you will certainly feel better….

even though i am not completely sure or feel happy…. it certainly got better.

 just wanted to share my thoughts through my blog..

so yeah…

Sleep it off …. sleep it off..

I stay up too late…

I got nothing in my brain…

At least that’s what people say…mmhmm..

I go nowhere on my days..

but do everything at night..

Thats what people say….

so I keep laying..  can’t stop won’t stop sleeping

Its like I got this dream,

In my mind saying its gonna be alright..

The haters gonna hate, hate, hate…

The wakers gonna wake, wake, wake..

baby I’m just gonna sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep..

Sleep it off, sleep it off

Stay tuned!!!

EXAMS GOING ON…

WILL GET BACK ON TRACK AFTER THE 2ND WEEK OF NOVEMBER,

WITH  SOME NEW CHANGES AND UPDATES…..

STAY PUT GUYS!!!!!!!

-Vantsy105

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Busyyyyyyy…..lazzyyyy..

Projects, Assignments, tests and all the other internal’s stuff are over.

But in a week, my first semester exam starts..

** I miss you sleep **

Other than that…

Its constantly raining…

And its cold.

I have to start preparing for my exams…

But I’m just lazy…

procrastination + cold & rainy weather = sleeping all day. Me, doing nothing.

Anyway….

ALLways be positive…