A special day for me! for us!

Today, this day I started this, in WordPress.

Its been a whole year since then.

and also today is my birthday!!!

Now I am in college,

and happier than last year.

Even though I might not have a lot of true relations,

I have a really few, really close ones,

who cares about me, and who I love.

so, on this day, let your loved ones know that you care about them,

just say hi to those you don’t see everyday,

just let yourself feel happy and make others feel belonged.

Most Importantly, show love to all the women who raise another one of us.

 Happy mother’s day!!




All is same and well in my world,

My 2nd semester exams are going on… and after that in June I’ll be a senior…ha.

I still can’t get over the fact that I actually finished school and now I am going to be a second year college student!

It all happened and happening so fast.

Just wanted to give you guys an update.

well, YOU have a good day then!

Always keep smiling!


On the other side. (a little “sort of” poem, on how it feels to be on the other side)

Somethings are meant not to be told,

To be kept as a secret,

Which when known changes their life.

Better to let them be happy now,

Let them be well,

To not yet break their shell,

to not make their head a mini hell?

Let them know null,

So to seem good to their eyes,

To let them make a perfect place in their heart,

Let them believe to your partner,

Let them be at ease,

Get their guard down,

Wait till they are vulnerable,

When the time arrives,

When the time is right,

Strike them hard,

Strike them till there are holes,

Holes which will take forever to heal

Make them sore for life,

Make it difficult to love again,

’cause I’ll never forget,

’cause I can never be the same.

cause I was once on the other side.

And I want you to know ,

Once broken and mended,

when cracked open again,

You can never be the same.

I’m going to come back,

I’m gonna make you see,

see what you made.

Every time you hurt, I remember it all too well,

All to well to not make me stop,

To not doubt myself ever again.

Thank you for the fire, for the pain,

Thank you for making me want to WIN. Again.

_ vantsy105

ALlways keep smiling.

p.s: Don’t take this seriously, just wrote this as it came to my mind.


I’ve been busy, you know the usual college stuff, assignments, projects, tests, exams,

with that the pertaining feeling of wanting to sleep as I get up at 5:30 every morning and travel in bus for 4 hours back and forth.

I don’t want to do anything these days, but itching to go somewhere new, to make new relationships or built my current relationships by going somewhere new.

I’ve made some friends that I’m comfortable with and we are a total of 8.

I’ve been thinking about working out to keep me fit and active. I have gained weight from the time I started college and in two months I’ll complete my first year. so currently I want to make my self happy by keeping my mind and body healthy.

Without unnecessary worries,

Analyzing and building what’s necessary.

Just an update because I’ve been a-wall for a while..

ALlways smile..


My speech.

I wrote this for a speech I have to give in college, let me how is it or suggest corrections.

Thank you. – Vantsy105


Whose gender is determined by one ‘independent’ chromosome.

Whose favorite color is determined to be pink and her favorite doll to be Barbie even before she is born.

Who when was a little girl, never noticed any difference between a boy and a girl to be friends with.

Who grows with a planted notion that every boy is tougher than her.

Who then realizes that she is not being treated the same in every matter.

Who then learns that she has to bear a pain that the opposite gender will ever know or understand and that the world is completely divided into two, one being the man and the other being the women.

Everyday around the globe she is being separated and kept out from conversations, insulted by people referring and naming characteristics and things as ” feminine stuff”.

Every day she walks with the fear of getting her space invaded, being on full alert mode every minute and every second of her life.

Whatever she goes through she keeps to herself.

She is expected to get a degree not to start her own business, not be the Ceo or the next big scientist or the next president but just to put it next to her name in her marriage invitations.

She creates a miracle, a life inside, nurturing it for 9 months and goes through the excruciating pain of every bone breaking in her body.

She is expected to stay home and look after her family without having expectations for herself.

She gives out as much love as she possibly can to those around her.

She is fierce when it comes to the protection of her loved ones.

A beauty that many fails to notice .

She is a daughter, a sister, and a most importantly a mother for every being in this planet.

She is basically a strong and an amazing being.

Some fails to understand and underestimates their own strength, but those who do realize changes the world for good.

We see them and we hear about them in our everyday life, as an example and an inspiration, such as

Taylor swift who taught me to shake it off and that haters are always gonna hate,

Malala who showed me that even when you’re hurt too bad, you can stand up with you’re head held high to fight even more,

Mother Teresa, who made me realize that there is always more love to give,

J.K Rowling who told me to let my imagination run wild and that its okay to fail. Even when she was broke, alone with a child, she continued the one thing she loved to do, which as we all know made history.

And most importantly we see it everyday in our mother.

Let me just finish this by giving my advice,

Strength comes from with in and you are capable of that strength.

You can change the world.

Anything is possible, if you think it is possible.

Don’t let anybody tell you otherwise.

So, here’s to strong women,

May we know them,

May we be them,

May we raise them.

Hello lovely people!


An advance happy new year to you!!!

so here is an update and my last post of this year…

4 more days of holiday and back to college, which I start of with exams(BAM!).

I have to study like a lot, finish an assignment  and prepare a speech.


All things aside, I started this blog this year in june and its been nothing but relaxing and an absolute pleasure.

 May the year 2015 be of what you expect!

See you next year!

– Vantsy105